a little input.

i always wonder what i should write about in my about me on myspace. i used to sit there and write and write and re-write and re-write, to the point where i just erased everything and had nothing at all like i had never even tried-- even though i had just sat there for thirty minutes thinking soo hard about what to say. that's the reason why, if you go to my myspace, i dont have anything written. because i dont know how to describe myself. how can i? how can i put who i am into short words for the whole entire world to read? if i write one thing down about myself, i'd leave out another. i dont want to do that, i want people to know every part of me, not just one part of me. anyways the point of the matter is, that i finally figured out something i could write about! but i just spent so much time writing this out, that i'm not so sure i want to spend some more time writing out that. besides, i'd feel so weird talking about how i was going to write about something and then actually write it out. ahhh. i'm soo weeeiiird.

i went back to my old middle school today, with my sister and my cousin to pick up their schedules. it was so weird. if felt like it wasn't even my school anymore! i was sad that i didn't have that proud feeling i had just a couple years ago, being at my school. i remember when i first started high school-- i absolutely hated it and wanted so bad to go back to my middle school days so much. those were the days! but today it felt so different, like it was never even my school. our old principal is gone... my publications teacher is like, what? the vice principal now? hahaha. i realized that it wasnt the school that made it what it was to me, it was actually the people. and that for some reason.. stunned me :)

ahhhh. today was such a bad day. it just got a little worse. but just a few moments ago a little light was shed on me.

THE KITE RUNNER WAS SOOO AMAAZING! it's one of those good stories, that just make you feel good after you finish it. like chicken noodle soup for the soul.. except those stories never really made me feel that great.. although i was only in like 4th/5th grade when i read those books.

ahhhhhhh. i hope days to come feel better. i worry too much. love ya. byeeeeee.

PACHIA

what in the world happened to christina?!?!!

i've been waiting to see a new post from her, but every time i check on here, there's nothing! so guess what, i'm taking the lead and pushing her to the side. hah, hah... i'm so awkward, and i'm just kidding christina. love ya!

anyways, i've been reading THE KITE RUNNER and it is such a sad story. when i saw the trailer for it (i think last summer) in the movie theaters, i knew it was going to be a sad story, but i didnt know it was going to be this type of a sad story. i was too surprised by the content of it all, and i havent finished the book yet, but i already feel like it might turn out to be a favorite... unless it has a reaaaally stupid ending that i just cannot deal with (which countless books have been guilty of). i havent seen the movie yet, but i dont think i want to. i hate sad movies. i dont want to cry my eyes out and actually see these things happening. besides, i feel like this story that can't be made into a movie.


today i am at my aunts house. we went to the sunsplash arcade mania, for my cousin's 13th birthday, and it was fun. im super tired though, and my eye is sore :( afterwards we ate at burger kings, and i FINALLY TRIED THOSE APPLE FRIES.. only to be disappointed at the fact that they were only apples... and not REAL FRIES! i'm sorry, but i seriously thought they were fries! just that instead of them being made out of potatoes they were made out of apples. yes, i guess i was expecting too much, because even my little cousin knew they were plain old apples. i ended up sharing my aunt's fries with her, because really, you cannot eat a burger without fries! it feels so incomplete!

we watched this show called "PSYCHIC KIDS: Children of the Paranormal" when we got back home. my uncle was talking to me about it last night, and so he found it on youtube today and we watched it. it was pretty interesting, although creepy. hopefully i can sleep tonight. if you didn't know, i'm pretty much a chicken.

but aside from that did i mention we also went LASER TAGGING and GO CART RACING? it was fun. yes, fun. except i kept coming in last in the race, and that was a bummer. i felt really lame. but i guess i scored okay for laser tag. i'm not a pro or anything so i won't brag... but i've got to say, i've got some skills.

oh yes and we watched HANCOCK last night. i really liked that movie. i really did. it's going on my favorites list. i thought the ending was perfect, just way too sad. i love will smith. he's such a good actor.

ahh, to add onto my random ranting... the other day i was browsing through fashion blogs, and i found this wonderful picture of all these yummy chanel cupcakes! i swear, the only brand i can actually say i adore is chanel. and i'm not even that big of a fan, but still it gets me everytime. so anyways, i thought i'd share :) they're so adorable.

tooooodles,
PACHIA CAKE